Life

The last few weeks have been tough.  There is really no way to sugar coat this, we are in a valley.  We're optimistic and faithful in believing that things will turn around and our hearts will be healed.

 

On July 6 we placed our house on the market in order to search for a larger one.  We only had a few showings and we were feeling that it would take a few/many months to sell.  Fast forward 3 weeks, July 28, our hearts were broken when Jason's dad Stacey passed away unexpectedly.  August 2 we received an offer on our house that we accepted.  Aug 3 was the funeral for Stacey.  Aug 16, 2 weeks before we were supposed to close, the buyers backed out.  Not much of a reason, and it was the last day that the contract stated they could back out.  This weekend we have had 3 showings, so hopefully some good news will be quick to follow. 

 

It has been a time of true lows along with some high points.  We will miss Stacey dearly, he was a wonderful man and while I know Jason and I will never forget his love, I'm realistic in the thought that these children will never remember.  They will never completely understand how deeply he loved them and how proud of them he was.  We have great pictures and memories that we will pass on, but nothing will replace his presence. 

 

I hate the circumstance, but it was great seeing extended family that we have not been able to see for the past 2 years.  It was great being able to spend a week straight with Jason's mom, Jan, without distractions of work.   

 Reegan and Great-ma (Stacey's mom)

 The kids got so much attention and love

We are thankful for a family who loves us and blesses us and our children.  Stacey's brothers and sister took turns keeping our kids entertained with many walks around the house and many flights of stairs.

The turnout at the funeral was amazing, not surprising, Stacey was loved by many.  Our family was blessed by an outpouring of food during the following weeks as well as a reception that Jan hosted after the funeral.

We are more aware than ever the challenges and sadness that life throws at you.  We're struggling with understanding why, but we'll grow stronger because of it...in time, but it doesn't make the right now any easier.  We do know that we are thankful for our friends and family, we know we have so many people we can lean on for support and don't know how to repay them.